Friday, December 6, 2013

Some musings on my recent trip....

Recorded in the postings below are some musings on my recent solo-backpacking trip to Japan and Taiwan. Had initially just wanted to post the pics and add in some captions. But the writing part just grew, and before I knew it, it had taken on a life of its own, until it became more like a journal.

For best effect, read from the first post (which is titled  "The Train Rides" dated 27 Nov 2013) upwards. U can use the navigation bars on the right panel to help u...

Before u embark on the reading, be forewarned that some parts contain 'freudian' elements that can be deemed too hard to swallow for the prudes out there. Definitely not for the faint-hearted! So proceed at ur own risk. If u think it may offend ur sensibilities, I suggest u exit this site or just browse through the pics....

There's still the Taiwan part which I will continue with when I have time. So keep ur eyes peeled here for the sequel. Akan Datang! In the mean time, feast ur eyes on the pics.....



Disclaimer: recorded here are my own personal musings, with no intention to denigrate anyone....so no trolling or flaming pls....

any comments (good or bad) can reach me at aegeansea09@gmail.com




the three bundles I returned with: my trusty backpack (background), daybag(front) and a small bag containing this best-seller bread bought from Taipei airport

Thursday, December 5, 2013

The disquiet beneath the calm of a zen setting....

Having witnessed the spectacular autumn foliage (see previous post), it suddenly struck me as to how this could be a statement or reflection of the Jap society.

A Freudian Deconstruction of the Jap Social Psyche:

Most people are familiar with the typical Japanese garden setting -- immaculately pruned trees, a small arching bridge, still calm waters....all one can hear is the sound of water trickling, or perhaps the occasional rustling of leaves as a breeze courses through.....but otherwise, there is a very zen feeling about the whole place. Nature and religion/spirituality fuse as one in this little space, emanating a sense of unruffled calm and harmony.....

a zen garden in Kamakura

Now do you not find this to be emblematic of the unfailing politeness and graciousness of the Japs? The constant bowing, the repeated ad naseum 'arigato gozaimasu' and 'irrashaimasse', the ever smiling faces that greeted u at the shops.....one kid, upon alighting from the bus, even yelled out loudly 'arigato gozaimashita' to the bus driver! And did I mention that when I asked for direction at a bus stop after getting lost in Kyoto, the woman listened intently despite not knowing English very well, trying to make sense of my smattering of English and broken Japanese. Before I knew it, a crowd had gathered at the bus stop, and the woman appealed to them for help. The group of them then studied the bus schedules meticulously in between rapid bursts of Japanese too fast for me to catch. One of them even stopped a young Jap couple strolling past to get them to explain to me in English! In the end, the young couple escorted me all the way to the train station a 10-min walk away! I walked away from the whole episode feeling like I've just mobilised the help of an entire village!
A similar situation occurred when I was trying to locate the hostel in Osaka. After asking an obasan, she beckoned me to follow her and went to ask a fishmonger where the place is. Then the fishmonger and she walked with me till I reached the hostel gate! These are the random acts of kindness I encountered during this trip that left a good impression about Japan. And we're talking about a city here, where people are supposed to be stressed and bo-chap!

But at the same time, this politeness can be seen in a different light....when a vast majority of a people are this polite, u can't help but feel that this is too good to be true, that there is something amiss here. I got the answer when I looked at the zen gardens and the lush autumn foliage.

Zen gardens can be seen as an artificial re-creation of a natural setting, the way our Gardens by the Bay is. But they are not exactly a faithful replica of nature, because the plants within are pruned to near-faultless perfection, faultless to a fault -- like the pruning of a bonsai! Just take a look at the pics below. Some of them are so well-manicured that there is this unnatural tidiness about them, a sense of imperfect perfection! There seems to be some nebulous force at work that is repressing their original tendencies. The result of this inhibitive and repressive force is a surreal calm that nonetheless emit an undercurrent vibe of disquiet if you stand there long enough.


see how the trees and hedges in the garden are unnaturally shaped compared to their natural counterparts in the distant background. There is even a wall that seems to be containing its natural tendencies...


How is this for a well-manicured and crafted tree? Resembles mushrooms or those delicious-looking Japanese buns! It's located just outside the Guesthouse Tamura where I stayed while in Nara. Notice once again that this tree is grown within the confined walls of a garden.


can u feel the latent energies within trying to break free?

 
Could we not draw a link between this zen garden phenomenon and the social etiquette of the Japanese that is characterised by excessive politeness? That unfailing politeness and constant bowing are akin to the pruned shrubs u see in a zen garden -- perfect to a fault, yet disturbingly unreal, even unnatural. It is as if their natural tendencies have been forcibly reined in by cultural dictates. Picture a cultural corset being forcible donned on, with the strings behind pulled tight and tied into several knots, a la what happened to Kate Winslet in a scene from "Titanic". In literary terms, this is tantamount to the reining in of the Dionysiac to impose some Apollonian order.  The numerous rules and meticulous steps associated with their tea-brewing ceremony also point to this.

And if this theory is true, then the Jap society is a repressed (sexually?) lot. Freud would have a field day analysing this phenomenon! The way I look at it, Mother Nature registers her protest at this unnatural reining in our natural tendencies by exploding into the fiery bursts of colours that we had witnessed in the autumn foliage pics in an earlier posting. As if forced into celibacy (a metaphor for the strict rigid social protocols imposed by society) for the whole year, and knowing that the dead of winter is beckoning, she decides to give it her all and break free of the 'chains' that shackle her. This manifests itself in the orgy of colours that splashes across the landscape, a defiant gesture against the repressive forces that seek to contain her.
In the Jap society, this translates into the underbelly of Jap's less flattering subcultures, e.g. the gothic fashion in Harajuku, the Cosplay wannabes, the infamous AV porn industry, fetish with girls in sch uniforms (think sailor moon), and of course the manga/anime culture. These function as a cathartic outlet for escape from the restrictive social codes that can be stultifying to one's creative tendencies. So, in contrast to a geisha dressed immaculately in a kimono sashaying down the streets of Gion, you'll see a 30-year-old woman incongruously dressed in a sailor moon outfit meant for someone more than ten years her junior, whisking about in Harajuku -- surely a symptom of social dysfunction in the working.....

Another intriguing thought struck me regarding autumn. What if Nature is not a she but he? A sexually-repressed Father Nature ejaculating in splashes of colours, much like the paint oozing out from a painter's coloured ink tubes.... a biological process transmuted into a work of art.....




totemo Kawaii ne !!!! 'the kawaii-fication' of religion!


if cuteness (kawaii) can be measured in spoonfuls of sugar just like sweetness, I would have died of sugar overdose, or at least be down with diabetes! Japan is replete with kawaii-ness, so much so that it's hard to avoid being diabetic. Everywhere I go, I felt myself being assailed by sugar lumps (big ones!) and splashed with diabetic juice (a la the Songkran in Thailand)!
This is evident in the people, the houses, the temples, the toys, the food and even the toilets! Here're a few cutesy ones that made me feel like kidnapping them home:

never knew carrying something as unglam as a broom can even be associated with cuteness, by a little monk some more! Maybe they should get little boys and girls to be the cleaners and road sweepers here -- sure to turn Singapore into kawaiiland! They will become tourist attractions overnight, with tourists snapping their pics! But the UN will prob come after us for exploiting little children.

Here's a life-sized one on the grounds of a Kamakura shrine. Even praying is cute!

this trio are doll-sized ones located beneath a tree...looks more like an acapella bunch singing Christmas carols....

I molested its ears! the big one lah, of coz, I'm no paedophile!....incidentally, the little kids look extra cute, all bundled up in their winter wear, as shown in the one here on the right...

this caught my eye, a figurine in a shop that bows and bows hypnotically....the sales people are probably tired of bowing non stop so they used a battery-operated doll instead. For some reason, the sight of the geisha doll bowing and bowing is so hauntingly mesmerising that I could not tear my gaze away from it. maybe it has to do with the 'bun' sticking out of the middle of her head!

Indeed, the Japs have honed the art of kawaii-ness to perfection. Even the food sold in the shops are wrapped in paper so beautiful that you would have thought u were in some art gallery or museum instead of a regular shop selling Jap eatables! Was that a lost Monet or Picasso being used to wrapped that box of biscuits? No, no, it looks more like a van Gogh! Even I could not resist grabbing a few boxes.
And hey, that was just the outside...when u remove the wrapper (not tear ok, it's a painting! sacrilegious!) and lift open the box, you will draw a sharp intake of breath, and maybe even shed a tear or two out of sheer delight at what greeted ur sight! In the anime world, it'll be like rays of light have burst forth from the box, lighting up ur face and suffusing it in its ethereal glow. GASP! such exquisite pieces of biscuits and buns (and that ubiquitous sticky chewy mochi) that look too kawaii to be made by human hands! They must have been made by the hands of God! (or at least human hands guided by God's!) One thought went into my head -- they are not food; these are pieces of art! I could barely bear to eat it as I held it delicately in my hand, afraid of quashing it if I applied too much pressure or -- god forbids -- dropped it onto the floor!
I wish I had left it as that, dangling from the ends of my fingers. Alas, the practical and baser side of the animal in me prevailed, and I had to put it into my mouth and sink my teeth into it -- only to have the magic shattered! Honestly, it tasted nothing like the way it looks! After waxing lyrical about it, it's a real anti-climax to discover how the taste is such a far cry from the promises of its looks. This sentiment applies to all the three lovingly-wrapped boxed tidbits and sweets which I bought from different places. Sigh, sometimes, it's better to just enjoy the chocolate cake from the confectionery showcase rather than buy it home to eat it.

Kawaii food-wise, there is another aspect of it which I found a tad disturbing! and it has to do with religion. Some of the cookies and buns sold have the image of the Buddha imprinted on them, some are even in the shape of the Buddha! and these are sold as souvenirs on the grounds of the temples! So what's the message here? When you're eating the biscuit, you're 'eating' the Buddha along with it, so that he is transported into you and you can carry him everywhere u go like a walking talisman?
And it is here that the pics of the little monks above start to become a tad disturbing also. Since when has religion been associated with cuteness? You don't spread religion and convert people by making it cute....and you certainly shouldn't use it to attract tourists or make money. Associating monks with 'cute' is like the sexualisation of nuns in the West! Imagine people buying little figurines and soft toys of monks home, but not for any spiritual or religious reasons, but because they find them cute and want to cuddle them to bed at night! All these, coupled with the selling of admission tickets into popular shrines (so are they shrines or museums now?), selling of amulets, figurines of the Buddha, Buddha cakes and biscuits (with his face right smack on it! as if u will attain nirvana if u eat more of it), bespeak of a commercialization of religion, and its subsequent debasement.


Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Autumn Splendour

Mother Nature's orgasmic explosion....look at the dazzling colours....it's like Mother Nature went berserk, participated in an orgy, then went on to paint the town red -- literally! Very liberating feeling! The aftermath of being celibate and repressed for too long? All her repressed, creative energies burst forth in bold, defiant splashes, like Michelangelo's paint brush at work!




sunlight boring a hole in the canopy

it's like beckoning u to mediate beneath and attain enlightenment....Wonder if the Buddha was once drawn to the bodhi tree because of its colourful foliage as well? Wait a minute, does the Bodhi tree even change the hues of its leaves?

 


wah lau eh... this one looks like it's caught fire!


this looks like one out of a fairytale....

I want to run down the slope -- and I did, ok!


another tree dat caught 'fire'


the branch looks like its yearning to reach the other side to form a 'causeway'...look at it another way, it's trying to woo someone on the other side...




ahhhh...........


window view....exudes an exquisite calm..I can sip tea and play chess here....

see the deer approaching the brook from the left hand side?

path strewn with fallen red leaves....it's like walking on the red carpet; reminded me of Agamemnon walking down the red carpet on his triumphant return to Greece, triggering the curse of the House of Atreus in the process....

I almost suffered a cardiac arrest when I laid eyes on this breath-taking scene....

for some reason, this is a very beautiful yet sad scene...very poignant....it looks as if the tree had just bled.....and the ground below is awash with its blood.....

I've an urge to meditate on that rock in the middle of the pond, surrounded by the lush autumn foliage



another blazing red tree....



this has all the ingredients for a postcard pretty pic -- a river, autumn foliage, house perched on cliff....




this is actually a cemetery, but oh, so beautiful that it causes the heart to ache!



wah...these are like one of those inspirational photos u see in bible shops or calendars...the rays of the sun penetrating through the midst of the colourful foliage

a luxuriant outburst, looks like Mother Nature has just emerged from a hair salon with a newly permed and dyed hair... for some reason, sitting beneath it on the bench is like taking shelter under an umbrella
 




WOW, these (above three pics) look like paintings....note the kinkaku-ji (Golden Temple) at the bottom....



very striking yellow trees....it's almost golden when the sun shines on it.


trees sprouting out from behind the walls of the Kyoto Imperial Palace. You need to register in advance for a permit before u can tour the palace grounds within.

even the trees seem to be bowing down to u and saying 'arigato gozaimasu'!


the autumn scenery that I never got to see -- cos it's in Fukushima!!!
 
the bamboo grove in Arashimaya, a suburbs in Kyoto, one of the places in my bucket list! I know I have to come here when I see its pic in the Lonely Planet. According to my travel bible, strolling through the grove gives one a sense of having been transported into the world of anime. This would have been true if not for the hordes of tourists hogging the place.....